When?

I'm tired of living half a life. Of being the single friend at every party and the single girl eating by herself at the restaurant. Seeing all the couples and families and pretending to be talking to someone on the phone...I'm ready to meet my other half and to finally feel whole; like I'm finally getting on with the rest of my life.

I want someone I can take pictures with and share with the world (ie: Facebook/Instagram) that I enjoy spending time with. I want the happiness I feel when I Am with him to be beaming off both of us in a photo that encapsulates how we feel in that moment and be able to post it wherever I please. 

I want there to be no doubt in anyone's mind that I am with him. 

I don't want to live in the shadows and fearful of my actions. I don't want to walk on eggshells or be afraid to say something wrong.

I want to be so strong in a solid relationship that I can be who I am and do what I want without having to worry. I want the trust that comes with being in a good relationship. I want the security.

I want to have someone to say goodnight to and someone to wake up next to.

Someone to come home to after a rough day and to just hug me when he can read on my face that I just need it. A man who will hold doors open for me, kill the spiders, carry the groceries and my worries when I'm feeling overwhelmed.i want someone with whom I can see a future with; marriage and kids who I can grow old with and not have to feel self conscious around. 

Someone I can get dressed up for and someone I can not get dressed at all with. I want to feel wanted and adored and needed and wanted. I want someone who wants to continuously surprise and impress me. Someone who is proud to be with me and vice versa.

When is it going to be my turn?